so remember how i was saying my parents was selfish?
let's move on coz more things took place today.
anw they dint go for the meeting altogether.
whatever.
can't be bothered anymore.
so be it that they do not wish to know how i did in school this term.
(which is really much and a lot better than a lot of my friends who do so much better than me on a normal basis and better than last year)
which is why i'm so proud.
but they are so completely oblivious to this fact.
whatever.
anw ballet was crap.
i totally could not process whatever ms pamela was saying.
i am so very SLOW
i am so very pressured.
darn crap.
this sucks and ballet exam is coming soon.
shit.
i really wanna die.
no.I am going to die during exam.
in addition i have such a horrid partner who hardly wants to help me.
i wish i got ryanna.
haiz.
anw.
came home then asked my younger bro to help me get my specs coz was halfway up the steps and stupid older brother (came back from ns and will be at home for a dreaded TWO weeks) told me to get myself and i told him to keep quiet lar.(not even shutup, it's none of your beeswack)
then he roared "DON'T BE RUDE ARH!!"
whatever.
so can't be bothered with him.
i was in this state of emergency where i needed the darn toilet and was going to pee in my pants alrd.
apparently some ppl just do not understand what is when you call so hard it's becoz you have smth going on and not becoz you are lazy.
and he is not that polite either.
(don't see him being very polite to mummy sometimes as well.)
rarr.
why do i have such a A** and J*** for a brother?
I can't help it.
pls do not preach what you do not practice.
you are so not the law in this house.
and my family loves using blackmailing.
the older ones use it on the younger ones and etc.
you get the picture:
mum/bro uses on me (mum's blackmailing has no more effect on bro)
i use on younger bro.
everytime someone don't do anything to our pleasure,
we blackmail and say "you don't help me is it? okay, next time don't ask me to do anything for you."
then the other party will move his butt (in this case my younger bro)
anw.
i really hate when my bro is home.
so darn bossy.
dont like him one bit.
can he just stay in the camp?
i know that sounds horrible.
but i can't help it.
just seems somehow the house is much more peaceful w/o him around.
i feel so much more at ease.
even now i can just forget the fact that he is right in the next room sleeping.
ahahahaha.
i know i am a horrible person.
but i really rather there was one less person at home coz i lose focus when many ppl are around(my family)
i'm sorry.
is it my fault for having the inability to study when my family is around?
it's just that they are very noisy and talkative and i would just cut in and talk too.
(normally this would be in the lecture of my younger bro when he does his hw:)
okay.
so today qing and i were running back to class coz it was late and cca started in 15min.
and halfway i said that we are going to produce lactic acid!
and then laughed so hard.
so darn amusing.
my stomach was so pain from the laughing.
then not long after i said we were running an oxygen debt!!!
oh no...
ahahahaha
oh yah.
it was os darn funny coz we couldn't stop laughing.
:DD
rite.
at 11+pm.
i recieved this msg from sally.
guessed what?
incase some of you ppl out there dno yet.
mrs low is only coimg back for two days...
and we would have a new form teacher.
and guess what?
it's TYM.
yes i know unbelievable.
when i read that my only reaction was OMG.
could not say anything more.
typed a whole msg of OMGs to sally.
really absolutely shocked.
and we changed sally's nickname from [silly sally]to [scary sally]
coz she would wake up at 2, 3 am when she could not sleep.
and eat banana at that time or breakfast.
yes.
whatever.
more tomorrow.
if can afford time.
nights!

so remember how i was saying my parents was selfish?
let's move on coz more things took place today.
anw they dint go for the meeting altogether.
whatever.
can't be bothered anymore.
so be it that they do not wish to know how i did in school this term.
(which is really much and a lot better than a lot of my friends who do so much better than me on a normal basis and better than last year)
which is why i'm so proud.
but they are so completely oblivious to this fact.
whatever.
anw ballet was crap.
i totally could not process whatever ms pamela was saying.
i am so very SLOW
i am so very pressured.
darn crap.
this sucks and ballet exam is coming soon.
shit.
i really wanna die.
no.I am going to die during exam.
in addition i have such a horrid partner who hardly wants to help me.
i wish i got ryanna.
haiz.
anw.
came home then asked my younger bro to help me get my specs coz was halfway up the steps and stupid older brother (came back from ns and will be at home for a dreaded TWO weeks) told me to get myself and i told him to keep quiet lar.(not even shutup, it's none of your beeswack)
then he roared "DON'T BE RUDE ARH!!"
whatever.
so can't be bothered with him.
i was in this state of emergency where i needed the darn toilet and was going to pee in my pants alrd.
apparently some ppl just do not understand what is when you call so hard it's becoz you have smth going on and not becoz you are lazy.
and he is not that polite either.
(don't see him being very polite to mummy sometimes as well.)
rarr.
why do i have such a A** and J*** for a brother?
I can't help it.
pls do not preach what you do not practice.
you are so not the law in this house.
and my family loves using blackmailing.
the older ones use it on the younger ones and etc.
you get the picture:
mum/bro uses on me (mum's blackmailing has no more effect on bro)
i use on younger bro.
everytime someone don't do anything to our pleasure,
we blackmail and say "you don't help me is it? okay, next time don't ask me to do anything for you."
then the other party will move his butt (in this case my younger bro)
anw.
i really hate when my bro is home.
so darn bossy.
dont like him one bit.
can he just stay in the camp?
i know that sounds horrible.
but i can't help it.
just seems somehow the house is much more peaceful w/o him around.
i feel so much more at ease.
even now i can just forget the fact that he is right in the next room sleeping.
ahahahaha.
i know i am a horrible person.
but i really rather there was one less person at home coz i lose focus when many ppl are around(my family)
i'm sorry.
is it my fault for having the inability to study when my family is around?
it's just that they are very noisy and talkative and i would just cut in and talk too.
(normally this would be in the lecture of my younger bro when he does his hw:)
okay.
so today qing and i were running back to class coz it was late and cca started in 15min.
and halfway i said that we are going to produce lactic acid!
and then laughed so hard.
so darn amusing.
my stomach was so pain from the laughing.
then not long after i said we were running an oxygen debt!!!
oh no...
ahahahaha
oh yah.
it was os darn funny coz we couldn't stop laughing.
:DD
rite.
at 11+pm.
i recieved this msg from sally.
guessed what?
incase some of you ppl out there dno yet.
mrs low is only coimg back for two days...
and we would have a new form teacher.
and guess what?
it's TYM.
yes i know unbelievable.
when i read that my only reaction was OMG.
could not say anything more.
typed a whole msg of OMGs to sally.
really absolutely shocked.
and we changed sally's nickname from [silly sally]to [scary sally]
coz she would wake up at 2, 3 am when she could not sleep.
and eat banana at that time or breakfast.
yes.
whatever.
more tomorrow.
if can afford time.
nights!